If I could tell people what to do, why cant I tell myself what to do? You know, it seems to be so simple for me to tell others what should they do when they face a certain problems. But when it come to myself? God.

School is starting in a few days time, that means, i have lesser day to work at UWS. I am not sure if I should be sad or not. Some people over there are nice and some are just pain in the arse. So, im not really sure what should I feel?

You know, when I am with my girls, i think confidently that I could forget you. But when im left alone, ill like, damn you are every where near me. :/ I dont know what I should do more. I seriously dont know.

I've found myself becoming further to my God. I just feel so wrong. But I am just tired or plain lazy to pray. Why am I like this? God has been there for me when I am at my lowest and now when im at the highest, Im forgetting God? Why is that so, Yannie? Have you forgotten all the things that God has helped you through? Maybe I should be more strict to myself. I cant make God thing that I am actually remember him or look for him at my lowest. I want God to know that I actually remember and thankful to God, for what God have done for me. As for I am still a sinner who try to make things better. (: I love you, Allah.


Im done here. Going to bed soon. later on have works! beybyebyebye..

Mornights.

Love,
Yannie <3